The rational, practical mind is good for a lot of our lives, but so is dropping it.
Sometimes, we just need to experience the magic of life without understanding how it happened. Sometimes we just need to be happy go lucky for no reason. Sometimes we need to follow our joy even when we have no idea why we're doing it. I do thing all the time that don't make sense. For example, I will just turn down a road because I feel like it. I love to drive around and explore, I love to be out in the world interacting with all that surrounds me, because I love to see everything conform to my thought. The other night I drove down a road for no reason, then I saw there was a festival going on, so I drove up, as soon as I walked in the music started playing, it made me happy. I felt in sync with my outer world. Life is lived in the now, and this now is a spontaneous moment. You don't have to bring your previous self with you, you don't have to bring the previous versions of other people with you into the next moment, let it be new, let it be your decision, let it be all that you wish for. Sometimes, the rational mind dulls the magic of the spontaneous moment. Sometimes, things don't need to be explained, they just need to be felt, experienced and sensed through the unknown. I am only saying this because I've spent a lot of time working to understand everything and it is valuable, but the magic is just as 'valuable." Most people would value the rational mind over unexplainable joy. Many people would look down on someone who is happy go lucky for no apparent reason. But, spirit doesn't have to explain itself. Life is already extremely irrational and unexplainable. We are in human bodies on a blue planet in a solar system orbiting a sun, this is very very weird guys, if you haven't noticed. It doesn't make sense. A lot of it can make sense and there is a lot that scientists have discovered, but still there is so much unknown. So allow this to be a joyful remembering, not a scary one. It is joyful to feel held by the unknown space of existence.
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Your thoughts matter and they are powerful.
Everyone everyday is emitting thoughts and feelings and the source of who they are is always listening, saying yes, yes, yes. Whatever you feed your awareness, your awareness will create for you. But, I always have the core belief that it only creates the things I desire, the things that are for my highest good, so I never feel bad if I have a bad day of thoughts because I also have the belief that it doesn't matter, only the good adds up, and the bad disappears. So that is key! The meaning you make about what you see, experience, feel and think is what you create more of, so always make meaning that is for your highest good, not to beat yourself up. The separate self ego identity is an option of reality, not the absolute of reality.
If you've ever heard me tell my story of my spiritual awakening then this isn't the first time you've heard me talk about my experiences of my separate self disappearing. Well, it happened again. The other day, again in a yoga class. The first time I experienced my separate self disappearing, the whole world also disappeared and there was only empty space~nothingness, my separate self came back and the first thing I became aware of was a thought. I affirmed, no I am not this empty space, I am Jenne. BOOM! Instant Manifestation. You know how the bible says, "let there be light," same kind of thing. From nothingness you think a thought and boom, instant manifestation. That was 2009. I've had glimpses of it over the years but nothing as shocking as the first time, which is good because it really creeped me out. Anyway, the other day in yoga I merged with the oneness again, but this time it wasn't infinite black space, this time everything in the physical world was still apparently the same, yet I was not looking through the lens of "other." I was looking through the lens of non-dual awareness. It felt like I was in an empty desert, all alone and like I had been playing this trick on myself this whole time, imagining a world and "others," because the truth was that there's only me. I felt sad. I felt claustrophobic. "How can there only be me?" I asked myself. And I don't mean me as in Jen Wah, I mean the me, the "I am," that we all say, that we all are. The one. Yet, it was known from this non-dual awareness that its only one and as the one, is what I've always been, eternally. My mind kicked back in and I started to see from the lens of other again, but I still had remnants of this non-dual awareness. After my yoga class I went to the pool, and the funniest, strangest things were happening, it was as if everyone around me was me and as if they were instantly responding to my thoughts. Everyone was staring at me, noticing me and being drawn toward me. It was very strange. Everything was quiet and I could feel everyone in the space as if they are me. I sat down and started posting on social media and then when I got off my phone at least 10 people had come to sit behind me and usually this pool is not busy at night. It was very odd, as if everything was simply manifesting out of thin air. I felt free and everyone around me was appearing free as well, I went in the sauna and a man was singing out loud, which never happens, another man was talking to himself out loud, again this never happens, it was as if I had stepped into another dimension where everyone felt free. I went into the pool to swim and I saw a mother with her two daughters, her daughters were at least teenagers if not older and she was holding them, like her babies, it was sweet and loving. I started to swim laps and then a man from the sauna walked out to near my lane and just sat there staring for a long time. I was like, "what is he doing?" He was staring in my direction. I asked him, "what are you doing?" He said, "oh I sit in the water for 10 minutes after the sauna, I'm watching the clock." Very strange, I've never seen this before. Then I left the gym and on my drive home I saw a license plate with my name on it and you know some cars have sun roofs, well this girl was standing up and lifting her arms in the air through the sun roof, symbolizing freedom. It was as if I had gone into this parallel reality where everyone was more free, I was free and all I saw was free. Then when I got home, I received a text from just about every friend I know, all at once. This is the fastest way to manifest, to release the perception of separation. |
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April 2024
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