My Uber driver and I had an amazing conversation today on life.
He expressed to me that every time he makes a step forward in life, somehow he gets pulled back. As if something always comes to sabotage his good. It's interesting, I mean obvious I attracted this conversation with him today because it is something that I've been pondering about my own reality. And it is a very real problem. It's not something to overlook. It's something to really give your attention to. The energies within that come up to balance out the good/bad in your life. The energy that comes up to sabotage you. What is it exactly? and where does it come from? Why is it happening? Why can't it just be good all the time? I think life CAN be mostly blissful, heavenly, amazing. But I also think we have a lot of conditioning that prevents us from truly accessing heaven on earth for a consistent time. What it comes down to is the energy of our past self, our unconscious. Think about it this way, when you were born, you were born into certain family system energetics. As infants, babies, children, we are like sponges absorbing the energy around us and creating our own identity as we grow, but the root of our identity is a result of the energy around us. And if we live our whole adult life without ever really looking at these energies, then they will manifest automatically without you doing anything because it's your programming. But our programming isn't predictable. Our programming can come up and interact with our current reality in unexpected ways...and thats ok. We don't have to know everything all the time and the answers you need always come in the present moment. So I have been working through a paradigm within myself, in the last 6 months. It's slow moving because its so deeply a part of who I am, but not who I want to become. Uprooting it is a b**ch. This contrast is serving my expansion in a way I haven't felt in many years, if ever. So the energy of self sabotage can run deep, it can go back to your ancestors, it could be passed down from your parents. So these more subtle psychological energies must come up to consciousness to be looked at and eventually transcended. But because they are so subtle, this may take time to fully become aware of what they are. It's like a shadow following you around, you can't see it if you're always looking ahead. It takes time to slow down and really be present with these energies and one of the best ways to access them is through a somatic meditation and I always recommend yoga to first cleanse the system and then sit in meditation to see clearly. One of the ways to manifest psychological understanding of oneself, is simply to ask Goddess Psyche to show you. Your Psyche is ALIVE. It is intelligent and you can interact with her, she will show you what is relevant to know. So ask a question like this for example: Psyche what energy in my unconscious is causing this reality to manifest? Psyche who am I scared to upset if I get everything I want in life? Psyche who do I think I will piss off if I get all of my desires? Then see what comes in the next few days. Pay attention to your dreams. Talk out your experience with a trusted friend or coach who gets it. Do not talk about it to people who don't get it. It will just waste your energy and distract your focus. I want you to know you can get on the other side of this. You do get to have all that you desire. If you desire it, it's meant to happen. You are pure unlimited spirit after all, there are no limits for you.
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